I am back… For worse or for better? Well… That is still to be determined. [ and I got rid of my long nails and can type a hell of a lot better now ] LETS GO. Diving in head first. All over again. Life. Is. Fucking. Hard. Straight up. Physically, I am all there; … Continue reading if you think no one cares if you are alive; try missing a couple car payments.
Look. Listen. [ read. ] Don’t waste time on a friendship or any kind of relationship; when you are the only one putting in the effort. It’s a two-way road, not a one-way street. Both parties will have to put the effort in. DO waste your time on relationships where you want each other to … Continue reading some people are like clouds. once they go away, it is a beautiful day.
Dear MY tiny humans; my boys, TODDLERS; the craziest, messiest, most infuriating, emotionally unstable, unreasonable, frustrating. tiring people you couldn't imagine your life without. ♥♥ Being a ‘boy mom’ is NOT for the faint of heart. There are days; days of worry and fear and of pure frustration. Days where I will worry sick until I know … Continue reading at bedtime, my children turn into dehydrated philosophers who need a hug.
I think just about everyone can agree that unreciprocated love is one of the worst feelings imaginable, temporary or not; it hurts. The pain of becoming attached to someone in a way that isn't mutual can be so unbelievably, emotionally traumatizing. When you like/love someone who doesn’t love you back, it can take a while … Continue reading waiting for a boat at the airport. hopeless.
You suck the life out of so many people, without their permission. Without the courtesy to explain yourself, and without an apology. And the truth is, the millions of people who suffer from your grasp, did nothing to deserve your kind of evil. mental illness. noun. any of various disorders in which a person's thoughts, … Continue reading my anxieties have anxiety; but don’t worry about it.
It’s very easy to find someone to spend time with, but when you have high standards for the people you allow into your life, you are telling yourself that you are better off by yourself than with someone who isn’t a great fit for you. I am not afraid to wait to find love, rather … Continue reading i’m not afraid to be alone like you are.
EXHAUSTION noun ex·haus·tion iɡˈzôsCH(ə)n/ 1. A state of extreme physical or mental fatigue extreme tiredness, overtiredness, fatigue, weariness, burnout; "sheer exhaustion forces a person to give up" 2. the action or state of using something up or of being used up completely. I know you’re tired. I know you’re physically and emotionally drained from always … Continue reading sleep doesn’t help if your soul is tired
Many of us do not figure out exactly how strong we are until we're in a situation that leaves us with no other choice but to be strong. in·tim·i·da·tion – lets break it down There are some characteristics of strong and daunting personality types that often invite [ unwanted ] attention [ be it positive … Continue reading you are what you do, not what you say you’ll do.
I didn’t expect to spend so much of my parenting years alternating between delight, awe, and terror. In my memories of motherhood so far, moments of indescribable joy mix with moments of utter despair. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows. Kids growing up is the best and worst thing. I want to … Continue reading let me love you a little more, before you’re not so little anymore
Have you ever felt like you’re trapped in a fog while your mind is in overdrive? Your focus is shattered into a million tiny pieces and it’s scattered all over the place. You feel like you have neither the power, or the desire to control your mind. It’s a free for all, all the time; … Continue reading how are you? fine.